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Left Behind
04:03
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How do you go back into the other light?
Once you’d fight now is it any trouble
I used to wander in the dark of night
To find my pride, doesn’t it make your wonder
Deep in my mind she’s trying to sympathize
Or find the lies hidden under covers
I won’t give up until I’ve been bled dry
Why wouldn’t I?
If you only knew where i’d been
Then you’d understand where i’m coming from
I’m just sand sinking under all our plans alone
I’m so emotional
Bathing deep into my left side
Don’t know how to control
Anything anymore
I’m left behind
Look to the sky and hope for some kind of sign
Barely trying
So unaccountable, how predictable
I’ve lost all my will
If you only knew where i’d been
Then you’d understand where i’m coming from
I can’t stand sinking under
All our plans alone anymore
I’m so emotional
Bathing deep into my left side
Don’t know how to control
Anything anymore
I’m left behind
I’m so emotional
Bathing deep into my left side
Don’t know how to control
Anything anymore
I’m left behind
I’m so emotional
Bathing deep into my left side
Don’t know how to control
Anything anymore
I’m left behind
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2. |
Entwined
03:07
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Dawn comes a new day
And I can’t seem to get up off the floor
I no longer wake up to your face
At the foot of my bed frame
Anymore
Anymore
Kissed me goodbye
I swear you took away a piece of mine
Bodies so entwined
Now i’ve gone blind without your eyes
All I really wanted was to hold you
Why won’t you let me through
Stared down all my trauma just to mold to
What you wanted
Holding my own hand
I try to overcome a deep dislike
The thought is so beautiful and grand
But my skin has never felt so dry
I fear you stole my pride
Turned me into skin and bones
A shell from my man
My man has found a new home
All I really wanted was to hold you
Why won’t you let me through
Stared down all my trauma just to mold to
What you wanted
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3. |
Dreams
04:26
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Goodbyes
Never seemed to do
Freeze time
You were in my room
I strive
To catch a glimpse of you
Writing my own endings
For memories I left incomplete
I reincarnate all I wanted to be
I knew this would happen
Only my self-efficacy
Could leave me living life as a dream
Blue eyes
Staring back at me
Close mine
Keep the reverie
Alive
I don’t wanna leave
This time
Never saw it coming
How you’d become the one I need
Redefining my vocabulary
Though it shouldn’t happen
I only feel alive in sleep
So I’ll keep living mine
As a dream
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4. |
IDWBHA
02:34
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Can’t remember when you said to me
“You’re all you’ve got”
But I don’t know how to try
Seems this world has made me wry
And overrun
I’ll always be unsatisfied
With mine
I don’t wanna be here anymore
I don’t wanna be here anymore
Is this real or just self denial?
(Is this real anymore?)
Which would I want?
Guess it’s a masochistic thought
Wanting everything I’m not
How unrelenting…
Have I waited too long
On my own?
I don’t wanna be here anymore
I don’t wanna be here anymore
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5. |
Mouthing Words
03:20
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Didn’t mean to cut you out
Thought maybe you’d wait around
Never seemed to meet the ground
I guess it all burned out
Any time you’d touch my neck
Twist hard, try to forget
But all the while, I’d made a wreck
Let it breathe and make amends
Wanting to shout
So I let you crawl into my mouth
But you wouldn’t make a sound
Now you’ve left me in the dark
Somehow
I used to write these words
Reread them like a bible
But now I cannot practice what I preach
When all these familiarities keep me held
If I could leave my body and be free
Wanting to shout
So I let you crawl into my mouth
But you wouldn’t make a sound
Now you’ve left me in the dark
Somehow
And you left me in the dark
You left me in the dark
Mouthing words to myself
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6. |
You/Me/I
03:52
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Instead I’ll take it over the edge
When forever seems a bit too intense of a dream
I’ll wind up back on my knees again
Or whatever strikes a sense of false liberty
All that you wanted I gave to you
And if you wanted you knew I’d pull through
But now I’m not losing too much sleep over you
She came alive when the old part of me died
So I kiss every limb that still quietly complies
All that you wanted I gave to you
And if you wanted you knew I’d pull through
But now I’m not losing too much sleep over you
Can’t understand wanting to be someone else
But could never comprehend the thought of being me
Why then is it so fucking demanding
To keep up with my health instead of deficiencies
All that you wanted I gave to you
And I swear to god
I won’t lose anymore sleep
anymore sleep
over you
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